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quinta-feira, 22 de julho de 2010 22:25
Eu passei 33 minutos fazendo surveys enquanto eu devia estar sonhando com o g-dragon ou o junho *-* tanto faz, sempre foi assim mesmo.

Eu não posto nada desde dezembro de 2009, que vergonha >///> eu sempre comeso algo e pouco tempo depois abandono, ou desapareço por varios meses. Bem, não tenho nada para postar no momento, a vida anda para, so fico vagando na internet o dia inteiro, desde as 8horas da manhã, ate, bem, horas da madruga como hoje.

entãao, ate eu decidir postar sobre os dois dias do ANIME FRIENDS 2010!

2:20am = surveys
22:15
01. You’re currently confused about someone’s feelings for you.
02. You have been in a serious relationship before.
03. You own an iPod of some sort.

04. You do not like your sibling’s girlfriend/boyfriend.
05. You drink too much alcohol.
06. You have been to the Olive Garden.
07. You have taken medicine of some sort this week.
08. It is really cold in your house right now.
09. You are extremely dependent on others.
10. You do not like to express your feelings in front of others.
11. You ate a lot of food today.
12. It doesn’t take much for you to cry.
13. People consider you as a happy sort of person.

14. Someone in your family is rich.
15. You have been to Disney World or Disneyland before.

16. You hate when people constantly talk about themselves.
17. You are a good listener, but you hate complainers.

18. Someone has called you for a serious medical emergency before.
19. You have had a serious surgery.
20. Your house has a spare bedroom.

21. Your house is old.
22. You have at least one cousin under the age of three.
23. You have never held a baby before.
24. You can’t handle toddlers.
25. You have a painting in your room.
26. You have been to Canada.
27. You have been to Mexico.
28. You love cherry flavored lollipops.
29. You celebrate Easter.

30. You observe Lent.
31. You are Catholic.
32. You do not believe in God.
33. Religion is not important to you.

34. You want to have a small family one day.
35. You would rather have more sons than daughters.
36. You have more aunts than uncles.
37. You hate being too cold.
38. You currently are way more tan than everyone else.
39. You wear shoes in your house.
40. Your parents are clean freaks.
41. You are more messy than clean.

42. You are currently angry at someone.
43. Patience is so not a virtue to you.
44. Your desk is extremely clean.
45. Your bed sheets are either blue, green, black, or white.

46. When you hear “black & white” it reminds you of Katy Perry’s ‘Hot n Cold’ song.
47. You have no clue what that song is.
48. You think rap artists are completely pathetic.
49. You are glad George Bush is out of office.
50. Politics are boring to you.

51. You take a vitamin daily.
52. You feel like you are sick often.
53. You hate throwing up.

54. You think it’s gross when people set food down on their desk at school with no napkin.

55. You also find it gross that people sit on top of desks.
56. You are now cringing at the thought of someone’s food where someone’s ass was.
57. You love getting bubble baths.

58. You do not like chocolate at all.
59. You are allergic to nuts.
60. You have been stung by a bee before.

61. You have been to the emergency room before for something.
62. One of your parents is 50 or older.
63. You are the baby of your immediate family.
64. You hate broccoli.

65. Cooked carrots are good, though.
66. You go on tumblr too much.
67. You are really comfortable right now.
68. You like witty t-shirts.

69. You are a major fan of underground bands.
70. You have been on an airplane before.

71. You are not afraid of heights.
72. You consider yourself paranoid.
73. You have had a panic attack before.
74. The thought of being old and alone bothers you.
75. You would choose the elderly over children.

76. You feel like you’re living in the wrong decade.
77. You like the color green.

78. You think it’s way too cold outside right now.
79. You love the thought of sleeping in tomorrow morning.
80. You would rather go to bed early and get up early.

81. You feel like the early bird catches the worm.
82. You are a big breakfast eater.
83. You are currently suffering from the common cold.
84. You are craving something salty.
85. You have been in a car today.
86. There is something plugged in near you.

87. You have heard of the TV show “Private Practice.”
88. You do not like medical television shows.
89. You prefer horror to comedies.

90. You adore Leo & Kate.
91. You think high-waisted pants look good.
92. You hate cheesy movies.

93. You enjoy camping out.
94. Bugs bother you.

95. You do well in school without trying.
96. You are extremely jealous of someone currently.
97. You feel like you have changed a lot from 08-09.
98. You like energy drinks.
99. You like italics.

100. You know the entire script of Mean Girls.

2:14am = surveys
22:05
Bold what’s you, or what you like, or what you’ve done.

My personality:

I’m loud.

I’m obnoxious.

I’m sarcastic.


I’m cocky.

I cry easily.

I have a bad temper.


For the most part, I don’t like people.

I’m easy to get along with.

I like to fight.

I have more enemies than friends.

I’ve smoked.

I’ve smoked weed.

I drink coffee.

I clean my room daily.

My appearance:

I wear makeup.

I wear a piece of jewelry at all times.


I wear contacts.

I wear glasses.


I’ve had braces.

I have braces.

I change my hair color often.


I straighten my hair often.

My ears are pierced.


I have small feet.

Relationships:

I’m in a relationship now.

I’m single.

I’m crushin’.


I’ve missed an ex before.

I’m always scared of being hurt.

An ex has physically abused me at least once.

I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.

I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.

I’ve been in love more than two times.

I believe in love at first sight.


I believe lust is more important than love.

Friendships:

I have a best friend.


I have at least ten friends.


I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.

I’ve beaten up a friend.

I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.

I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences:

I’ve been on a plane.

I’ve been on a train.

I’ve left the state/province.


Someone close to me has died.

I’ve taken a taxi.

I’ve taken a city bus.


I’ve taken a school bus.

I’ve gone bungee jumping.

I’ve made a speech.

I’ve been in some sort of club.

I’ve won an award.

I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.


I’ve been in a physical fight.

Music:

I listen to country.

I listen to pop.

I listen to techno.

I listen to rock.


I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.

I hate the radio.

I download music.


I buy CD’s.


Television:

I spend at least six hours a day watching television.

I watch soap operas daily.

I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.

I’ve seen and like The OC.

I’ve seen and like One Tree Hill.

I’ve seen and like America’s Next Top Model.


I’ve seen and like Popular.

I’ve seen and like House.


I’ve seen and like 24.

I’ve seen and like CSI.


I’ve seen and like Everwood.

Family Life:

I get along with both of my parents.

My biological parents are still together.

I have at least one brother.


I have at least one sister.

I have at least one step brother/sister.

I have at least one half brother/sister.

I’ve been kicked out of the house.

I’ve ran away from my home.

I’ve sworn at my parents.


I’ve made my parents cry.

I’ve lied to my parents.

I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.

I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.

I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.


I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.

Hair:

I’ve been brown.

I’ve had streaks.

I’ve cut my hair in the past year.

I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.


I’ve been blonde.

I’ve had black.

I’ve been red.

I’ve been light brown.

I’ve been medium brown.

I’ve had purple/pink.


I’ve been blue/green.


I’ve gotten my hair thinned.

I use conditioner.


I’ve used silk therapy.

I’ve used hot oil treatments.

I’ve curled my hair.


I’ve straightened my hair.

I’ve ironed my hair.


I’ve braided my hair.


I’ve had/want dreadlocks.

School:

I’ve thrown something at a teacher.

I’ve yelled at a teacher.

I’ve been suspended.

I’ve had an in-school suspension.

I’ve been sent to the principal’s office.


I’ve walked out of class.

I’ve skipped an entire day of school.


I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.

I’ve failed a test.

I’ve cheated on a test.

I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.

I’ve failed Art.

I’ve failed P.E.

I’ve failed Math.

I’ve failed Science.

I’ve failed another class.

A teacher has called my parents.

I’ve been caught skipping.

1:57AM = surveys
21:56
BOLD the FACTS
01.i live on a corner.
02. i have a body piercing.
03. i can’t paint.
04. i like scrabble.
05. i like scattergories.
06. i love cookies and chocolate.
07. i love summer.
08. i live by the ocean.
09. i’ve tasted play-doh.
10. my house has 4+ bedrooms.
11. i have a simple street name.
12. i lose things often.
13. i like to read.
14. my mobile phone is mint.
15. i love the sims.
16. i like tilly and the wall.
17. i’ve never heard of tilly and the wall.

18. i’ve been to the mall this week.
19. i love dogs.
20. i’m paranoid of sharks in the water.
21. i’ve been to new york.
22. i’m kind of looking forward to school.
23. i love back-to-school shopping.
24. my garbage is full.
25. i don’t do my own laundry.

26. i have a dog.
27. at one time i had a hamster.
28. someone has stolen money from me.

29. i like crayons.
30 like nicole richie.
31. i like vodka.


32. i own a dane cook cd.
33. i’ve tried to solve a rubik’s cube.
34. it’s hot out.

35. i have an air conditioner in my room.
36. i love johnny depp.
37. i have seen pirates 2.

38. …more than once.

39. i have a gameboy colour.
40. i have nintendo


41. i watch family guy.
42. i brush my teeth less than twice a day

43. i have no interest in sports.
44. i play the guitar.
45. i play the piano.
46. i have naturally wavy hair.
47. i have naturally straight hair.

48. i have naturally curly hair.
49. i have gotten a killer tan.
50. i like subway sandwiches.

51. something is bothering me right now.
52. i have a pool.
53. i wish i had a pool.

54. sometimes i like to play pool.
55. i am looking forward to a vacation this summer.
56. i am going on vacation with my family.

57. i am going on vacation with a friend’s family.
58. i am bringing a friend with me on vacation.

59. i like cereal.
60. i am watching tv.

61. i want a tattoo.
62. i want a tattoo in memory of someone.
63. i have no concept of time.

64. so far this survey is bad.
65. so far this survey is good.
66. so far this survey is alright.

67. i have plans to go on a boat tomorrow.
68. it is supposed to be hot tomorrow.
69. i am growing sick of the heat.

70. i have a lot of jewelry.
71. i am a good speller.
72. i have bought a bootleg movie.
73. i have straight teeth.
74. where is my retainer?
75. i like cats.

76. i like the disney channel.
77. i like my middle name.

78. i know what i’m gonna name my kids.
79. my room is a mess.

80. i have gone to sleepaway camp.
81. i am going to camp this summer.
82. i love my friends.

83. i like cherry-flavored things.
84. i like grape-flavored things.

85. i am lactose intolerant.
86. i keep a journal.
87. i don’t see enough of my family.
88. technically, it’s early morning.

89. i love to buy clothes.

90. i have an adopted family member.
91. i watch the simple life.
92. i have been very busy lately.
93. i can’t wait till i get my driver’s license.
94. i have a driver’s license.
95. i like to light candles and incense and such.
96. i am going to sleep after thissurvey.
97. i am going to take a shower after this survey.
98. something else.

99. i have a boat.
100. i love tubing.
101. i have a jetski.
102. i have been camping.
103. i have a lot of decorative bowls and boxes..
104. but not much to put in them.
105. i am multitasking right now.

106. i’ve had a free ride in the back of an ambulance before.
107. i’ve been wearing sunglasses lately.
108. it’s absolutely scorching.
109. i don’t like to eat fast food.
110. i find myself eating it anyway.
111. i’ve been on a cruise before.
112. i travel a lot.
113. i am wearing pjs.
114. i have a trampoline.

115. i’ve recently had a haircut.

116. yellow is one of my favorite colors.
117. my birthday is in the winter.
118. i have a lot of pillows on my bed.
119. my bed is not made.
120. my bedroom walls are purple.
121. i have changed a lot.
122. i have two holes in each ear.
123. i save movie tickets.

124. at one time i collected pokemon cards.


126. i have seen the wedding singer.

127. my family has 0 cars.
128. i like chinese food.
129. i wear a lot of beaters.
130. i like lipgloss.
131. i straighten my hair.
131. i am 14, 15, or 16.

132. i don’t like a lot of mainstream music.
133. i’d love to have a pet monkey.
134. i hope i’m filthy rich one day.

135. i’ve gone on a school trip overnight.
136. i like parties.
137. i have plans for tomorrow.
138. i like neopets.
139. i like dunkin donuts.
140. i like long car rides.

141. i get carsick.

1:47AM = SURVEYS
21:47

BOLD what you LIKE.

Reading. Writing.
 The Beatles. True Blood. 
Demi Lovato.
 Miley Cyrus. 
Selena Gomez. Taylor Swift. 
Knitting. Crafts. Perez Hilton.
 Tea. Cats. Twitter. Cold Weather.
 Tofu. Hummus. Adam Lambert. 
Muse. The Killers. Jay Leno.
 Conan O’Brien. Craig Ferguson. PCs. John Lennon. Jennifer Aniston.
 LOST. Michael Buble.
 Poetry. Yoga. Crocs. 
Peace. My hometown. Proper spelling. Proper grammar. Disney. Saturday Night Live Stem Cell Research. Green movement. Adopting animals. Vegetarianism/Veganism. Jimmy Fallon. Learning new languages. David Bowie.Snow. Horror books. Fantasy books. Disney Channel Shows. Being pale.

I am a cuddler! I am a morning person.
 I am an only child. I am currently in my pajamas. I am currently pregnant. I am currently single. I am currently suffering from a broken heart. 
I am left handed. 
I am married. 
I am addicted to my MySpace. I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
 I am a little shy around the opposite gender at first. I bite my nails. I can be paranoid at times. I don’t like anyone. I enjoy country music. 
I enjoy jazz music. I enjoy smoothies. I enjoy talking on the phone.

I have a car. I have/had a hard time paying attention at school. I have a hidden talent.
 I have a pet. I have all my grandparents.
 I have been to another country. I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor. I have or had broken a bone. I have caller I.D. on my phone. I have bathed someone. I have changed a diaper. I have changed a lot over the past year. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
 I have had major/minor surgery. I have killed another person. 
I have had my hair cut within the last week. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
 I have rejected someone before. I have seen the television show The O.C. I have seen the “Lord Of The Rings” trilogy

I like the taste of blood. I love Michael Jackson. I love sleeping. I love to play computer games. 
I love to shop. I own 100 CDs or more. 
I own and use a library card. I read books for pleasure in my spare time. I sleep a lot during the day. I strongly dislike math.
 I was born in a country other than the US. I watch soap operas on a regular basis. I work at a job that I enjoy. 
I would classify myself as ghetto. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I am currently wearing socks. I am LE-tired. I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt.

My hair is naturally the color ___: Light brown
Medium brown Dark brown Blonde
Black
Dirty blonde
Strawberry blonde

My hair’s natural texture is ___: Curly
Wavy
 Straight ACombinationOfThingsNappy

My eyes are ___: Brown BlueGreenGreyHazel
LightBrownACombinationOfThings

I am a ___: Male 
Female

My favorite places to shop include ___: Hot Topic
Claire’s
Abercrombie
Hollister
American EagleAeropostale Wet Seal Wal*Mart
KMart
Target Charlotte Russe 
Delia*s
Spencer’s
eBay
Shopping online Thrift shops Garage sales
Urban Outfitters Pac SunMandee’s
Modell’s
Forever 21! [unknown US stores]

Adjectives that describe me are ___: Funny Serious Sensitive Strong-willedDetermined Lazy Procrastinator Loving Compassionate Bad tempered Hard to please People-pleaser
Leader
Follower
Perky
Depressing Exciting
Interesting Weird Unique Normal

Some of my biggest fears are ___: Spiders/other insects Dying Rape Doctor/dentist appointments Hospitals
NeedlesDisease Being alone in the dark Heights Small spaces
Oceans/large bodies of water Holes
Large animals Small animals
 Dying youngOld people

I Have ___: A best friend(s) A boyfriend
A girlfriend
A friend with benefits A computer in my room A television in my room Good grades My own car More than 5 good friends Married parents

I could never ___: Have an abortion
Kill somebody Rape somebody Vote Republican
Vote Democrat
Be straight
Be gay
Wear all black
Shop at Hollister
Make my best friend cry
Make my significant other cry
Fall in love
Truly hate somebody
Dye my hair an unnatural color Shave my head Grow my hair down to my butt Not shave for a yearCry in front of someone
Sing/act in front of an audience


Afeo.
sexta-feira, 18 de dezembro de 2009 11:02

Odeio a escada redonda da casa verde claro da minha avó, acabei de bater a minha cabeça nela, noffa, dói demais.
eu esvata lá em cima, no varal, lendo os novos updates de Umineko Naku Koro Ni enquanto meus primos estavam jagando, seila, queimada.
Senti vontade de ir ao banheiro e fui descendo feliz pela escada redonda, no ultimo degral eu parei e pensei ' ah, vou desviar a minha cabeça pra ter menos risco de bater a cabeça' , desviei a cabeça e dei um salto feliz.
Nesse momento senti a mesma coisa que uma formiga deve sentir quando alguém maldoso decide esmagar uma pedra encima dela.Meu momento feliz foi interrompido por uma onda de dor e queimação que duraram um segundo e foi seguido por lágrimas que rolaram pela minha face com expressão de choque e de dor.
Uma japonesa alta e magra com cabelo curto meio queimada correndo pela casa com o rosto vermelho e molhado, com a mão na cabeça nunca é um bom sinal, nunca .


RECUPERAÇÃO FU.
06:58

Mais é claro que fiquei de recuperação final esse ano, e aqui vão alguns dos motivos o porque :
o1 oitava série é dificil pra caramba ;
o2 esse é o meu primeiro ano no Eduardo Gomes, escola particular e de prestigio de São Caetano do Sul ;
o3 acabei de sair de uma escola estadual em que estudei desde a quinta série, anos extremamente importantes na vida escolar de uma criança ;
o4 eu estava malz porque não gosto de mudar de escola e fazer amigos novos ;
o5 no começo do ano, nada que saia da boca dos professores fazia sentido ;
o6 eu não entendia nada que estava acontecendo, os horários, as apostilas e provas, era tudo muito rápido para eu poder acompanhar ;
o7 as minhas notas baixas no começo do ano foram as mal-feitoras principais que me fizeram ficar de recuperação final ;
o8 eu sou preguiçosa feito ninguem, uma perfeita procrastinator ;
o9 não dava a minima para as notas, e quando dava não fazia nada mesmo assim ;
1o sono também teve grande parte da culpa ;
11 vários lançamentos e descobertas de animes dazhora# esse ano, tipo K-On! e Umineko Nako Koro Ni ;
12 não fiz a maioria dos trabalhos individuais no começo do ano, não percebi a gravidade de meus atos ;
13 estava acostumada com notas tipo 'A' e 'B' e do nada vira 'de 0 a 10' ;
14 e gaiaonline.com também tem grande parte da culpa.


Mas pelo menos eu passei, espero. Na verdade eu tenho 2/3 de certeza, afeo .